why would an english exam targeted for university students cost so MUCH? who they think will pay for it? a broke uni student or their parents who work 9 to 5 like other ielts staff?
the scholarship im applying for (from my previous post) requires an IELTS qualification but i dont have that. and you know what happend if you dont meet their requirement? they'll immediately cut your name off. to hell they care if you can speak german or know in depth about germany. see, i've been applying scholarships for years now, and meeting all the requirements is the crucial aspect here. exam result falls second.
the problem right now is money. im broke and my parents need to pay for other things too. im willing to take the exam right this instant if someone can hand me some money, but nobody will. it feels like the moment in the movie where a girl cannot pursue her study at her dream college because she doesnt born in a wealthy family.
and another problem is also about money. what if i didnt get in? wouldnt all these money and effort go to waste? it'll just make me feel bad because im wasting so much money and i dont like feelings. moreover, ielts result only lasts for 2 years. i cant keep it and preserve it to use it for my master later on.
whoever decide an english exam to have expiration date is dumb and need to be locked up.
song - really dont care, demi lovato
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